Impossible..not a word in my dictionary.

Nor is it in the bible
Ive asked over and over again
 why I think the way I think
Or why I do the things I do.

If you believe in God or not is your choice.
I'm starting to read the bible again.
Hoping in some way to get strength
Maybe give me some sort of new found hope and light something this world of darkness need's.
I feel I've been praying empty handed lately, The truth is I want God in my life and he does not want much from us except love for him.
Maybe this is a turn off for you, I don't know if you care or not, but this could just be a rambling through of a 16-year-old who can hardly sleep.
''All things are possible" -Luke 18:27

Could it be that if I am loaded down or hurt or confused or sad or overburdened or angry that God can help me?
Can I believe this truly?
After Jessica..After slenderman...after proxies and hollowed after watching fear itself invade my dreams and tear me apart?

Could I believe in a new hope and light?
Only one way to tell.
I don't know if you believe in God or a God for that matter, I don't know if you want scriptures in the recent post there for I won't do it, wont place scriptures in my updates.

I guess God is my own personal choice, therefore I won't force this upon you.

Mythical creatures and Me

8:45 PM
I LOVE mythical creatures.

One site I use to visit a lot was http://www.mythicalcreaturesguide.com Although last night was the first time in a year I have visited it.

I decided to visit the fictional creatures page although all together there is only 22 on that one page. I myself have only really looked at 3-4 of them, maybe I'll look at more later on maybe it'll give me something to do Haha.

Did I mention I write poetry and I walk a lot, I went for a walk today it was pouring rain so I got really wet. I was looking on YouTube for some good music I enjoy Requiem for a Dream a lot so I finally got it onto my Ipod.

I also love Miku Hatsune.

10:53 PM

(sorry I left but didn't just wanna post this so i kept it open and came back up at this time)

It's dark out now I think the rain also died out but it's foggy, I was never fond of the fog it's just eerie epically when the street lights turn on and its dark out. 

*shivers*

I have school tomorrow, only 1 week left till exams i'm excited that schools almost done! I'll also be 17 soon then next year ill be graduated Uh its all so scary yet...somehow..exciting.

I'm sleepy..maybe just exhausted not sleepy, no maybe I am sleepy....I think its..I just can't sleep.

I'm going to study my Japanese for as longs as I can tonight..Then read the Bible...maybe try some camomille tea, maybe warm milk watch a little bit of TV.

I have a feeling it will all fail though..in which case my final option at 2:30 am would be to research mythical creatures.  

Outta curiosity who knows anything about something called 'slender man' ?

it was the second last creature on the list of 22 creatures I haven't clicked the link yet but I wanna know if I should.

hummm.....

ah well.

Its 11:16 time to study Japanese....
                                                                 I might post tomorrow morning if I'm not gone for a walk.